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Let's fly away.
P R I N C E S S (:
HAHAHANNAH(:
is my namee being holla'ed in the streets on NYC, baby !
Beasting for 17 years, since April 2.
Senior @ BNC High, fully reppin' all koreans of the world.
I'm not so smart, but I got a personality to make it up.
Camhoaring is my full occupation & loving every single moment of my life is my happiness.
Flying Solo.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
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7:43 PM
So I have these 2 cousins named Kevin & Justin. Kevin's my age, Justin's 11.
When I came to America, my brother & I seperated into different homes of our families.
I lived with Kevin since Pre-k to end of third grade. Then I lived with my dad.
It's been 10 years since I've seen Kevin & Justin, who were like my brothers.
Now Kevin found me on facebook & I've never felt so alive.
Like, I feel like an actual family member still exists in my life.
Not one of my usual nagging, bitching family. But a real cousin. Who thought of me for 10 years.
Wow. You'll never understand this feeling.
♥ @ 8:27 AM
So you guys like each other now ?
Congratulations!
The funny thing is..
She was my friend.
& She knew my secret.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
♥formspring.me @
7:07 PM
what do you think aboutttt people who think they're cool but aren't? o;
It's better if they see themselves positively rather than negatively, agreed ?
Friday, January 29, 2010
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11:34 AM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
♥ @
6:26 PM
They don't understand.
I'm not fucking obsessed.
I'm just on my knees cause' I fell.
♥ @ 6:21 PM
Does she make you high ? Make you real ?
Does she make you cry ? Does she know the way you feel ?
Love is all around you. Your universe is full,
But in my world, there's only you.
Nrb w/ Suejung.
Singing U Got It Bad --Usher made me think of you.
& I sang my heart out. I think Suejung noticed cause' she thought I was infected or something, lol.
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I wish you came back, DK. I really do.
My World --SR-71.
♥ @ 7:13 AM
If you only knew why I stayed away from you.
She's a bitch & I refuse to be close to her anymore.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
♥ @
8:41 PM
So I've made my stepmother really happy recently.
I came home early, helped cooked dinner, cleaned the house,
went to Wed. night church service with her, prayed with her,
took her out to eat, went out jogging with her, paid for her sauna.
Now she wants me to leave my church for her's.
Right when I settled in & met some great people, this is what she does.
She forced me to leave my old church- One I attended for 13 years with the same people.
Last year, I literally changed to 7 churches, cause' my parents are picky.
Now I'm settled in w/ NYPPC & my stepmother wants me to change.
What. The. Fuck.
♥ @ 7:08 AM
Ice skating w/ NYPPC:)
♥formspring.me @ 3:33 AM
im asking for a girl like you next christmas.
AWWW :D TY! You definitely made my day alreadyy!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
♥ @
6:08 PM
I won $100 in a 2dollar scratchcard today ! :D
Monday, January 25, 2010
♥ @
10:40 AM
You're a bitch.
Back off.
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Back off.
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Oh & to that fake bitch, yeah don't fuck around.
You diss Brenda, you're getting your ass fucked.
& Tell your bitch ass friend to back off, too.
Both of you are dumb bitches.
You diss Brenda, you're getting your ass fucked.
& Tell your bitch ass friend to back off, too.
Both of you are dumb bitches.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
♥ @
8:54 PM
Jaebeom - 2PM.
Husband NUMBERONE.
Forever Mine<3
HOLLLLLAAAA'<3
Friday, January 22, 2010
♥formspring.me @
8:28 PM
so you don't know where he's @ ?
He moved to somewhere in the city.
He told me what college he was going for buuuut.
I surely won't make it. But I've got hopes --;
♥formspring.me @ 6:31 AM
do you miss anybody in particular? i hate the feeling of missing people =\
I've BEEN missing someone for the past 2 years already & it's killing me. I can't even get into relationships cause' I have high hopes that he'll come back & I want to be ready for him):
& Yes. I hate it too):
Thursday, January 21, 2010
♥formspring.me @
10:13 PM
did dk leave w/o notice?
He told me he was moving, but I thought he was just playing around.
Guess not..
♥formspring.me @ 6:48 PM
Say that guy in your blog "DK" were to come back, what would you do?
I'm so prepared for that day :)
♥ @ 6:23 PM
We're chasing stars to lose our shadows.
♥ @ 6:22 PM
It's you & me forever.
You & me right now.
That'd be alright.
♥ @ 7:09 AM
I don't wanna go to school.
I wish DK was still in Dozo.
Then I'd be excited for school err'day):
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
♥ @
5:43 PM
Brother's sleeping over.
Forced to go to Wednesday night service.
Tired. Feeling crappy. Whatever.
♥ @ 2:38 PM
Number One Sex -R. Kelly ft. Keri Hilson.
♥ @ 6:35 AM
So lately I've been trying all my best to replace DK.
This one guy I've gotten interest in. Very difficult.
I always approach him first on AIM.
When he's around, we just make eye contact & he turns away.
He's always talking to girls. Got girls all over his page.
& When I think about how badly I'm failing at this, I think of DK.
This sudden pain of missing him comes back & I can't breathe.
I just sit in front of the computer screen with crinkled eyebrows. Asking myself,
What did I do ?
Where did you go ?
So I've come to the conclusion that, replacing you is
literally impossible.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
♥formspring.me @
7:59 PM
have you ever run into a door before? xD
Not only a door.
I've encountered head2head meetings with walls, poles, cars.. You name it LOL --;
♥Repeat Post. @ 6:39 PM
Lately I've been thinking bout' what I can do
I'm tired of sitting by the window & waiting.
I'm sick of writing your name on a paper & wishing.
I'm wasting my birthday wishes for your return.
11:11 doesn't even work for me.
Shooting stars are useless to me.
Good luck or bad, you're never around.
I'm sick of missing you.
♥ @ 6:30 PM
This is nothing more than a tragic love story.
& I'm the protagonist.
♥ @ 6:40 AM
I'm always looking for someone to replace you.
Why's it gotta be this hard ? --;
Monday, January 18, 2010
♥ @
2:59 PM
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
Sitting here turning minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
You don't know that I got to get next to you
♥ @ 1:03 PM
B1 - Down & Out.
B2 - Impossible.
B3 - Not over his ex.
B4 - Impossible.
B5 - Just maybe.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
♥formspring.me @
10:32 PM
what was your first kiss like ? && when / where was it ;D
LOL It was very uh. Quiet & cute, I guess.
Haha it was in at the side of my old house.
Er. On my lips. Hahaa
Aaahh awkward question. TY.
♥ @ 7:31 PM
I lost my touch of flirting.
I lost interest in boys.
I lost the joy of relationships.
I lost you.
Therefore, I lost myself.
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Brenda Hua : Yaknow. I wanna marry a korean or filipino LMFAO.
Hannah Park : Me, too.
♥formspring.me @ 6:54 PM
hannah, run away with mee ?
YES! Let's pack our bags & run somewhere faarrr.
It's my lifelong dream!
Friday, January 15, 2010
♥formspring.me @
10:59 PM
Kay. I'm asking ...... hrm.brb checking your blogggg.who's DK?
LOL. why's everyone asking!
He's someone who made a huge difference in my life.
♥ @ 10:14 PM
So if any of my posts are titled something like,
'formspring @' or whatever, it's from that site.
It's fun. Go ask me questions, bitches!
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Fucking blood drive --;
Apparently, there's a new rule & it sucks balls.
At my height (5'2"), I gotta weigh at least 140.
That's insanity. Hale no I'm not gaining like, 30 lbs for this.
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I'm dehydrating.
♥formspring.me @ 7:52 PM
do u like any1 right now?
not really.
i get interested in people, then lose it once I find out they already have a thing with another girl. --; really lame.
♥formspring.me @ 7:27 PM
whats your ideal bf?
Someone who can look beyond my flaws & mistakes.
Hm. An independent guy, who won't rely on others to do the dirty work for him.
♥ @ 6:32 AM
I wanna watch Avatar, but everyone saw it already.
Yhs wants to watch it, too. But he's busy partying soo. Guess not.
It's getting warmer by the day, thank God.
Currently plugged into : I Got A Feeling - Black Eyed Peas.
Sore from yday's gym workout.
Chilled with Kah in Flushing after working out. Drank bubble tea, chilled, ate, talked.
Got home at around 930pm.
So sleepy.
Ohshit. It's Blood Drive today.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
♥ @
6:37 AM
13 hearts reading.
but no comments written.
.___.
♥ @ 12:37 AM
Stop fucking around.
You know when you crossed the line, so just stop.
Shut the fuck up for once.
You ain't the mother fucking shit, bitch.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
♥ @
9:39 PM
Ask me anything you want<3
I'm all about honesty there(:
♥ @ 8:05 PM
Broken on the 6th day. Damn.
Never mistaken temptation for opportunity.
Went to Lucille Roberts w/ Juliekim after school in Bell.
Haha we had funnn :p but i know im'a be sore soon.
Lalala. So yeah. I had a sudden interest in someone.
It's been so long since I looked at someone with thoughts.
I wanted to talk to him.
I wanted to be his friend & get to know him more.
I wanted to get his number & text him whenever I'm bored.
I wanted him to make me feel better about myself.
I wanted him.
But I thought of you & gave up.
♥ @ 6:50 AM
Another morning. Another 15 readers.
Who are you others ?
I'm really curious :O Drop some lovee!
Monday, January 11, 2010
♥ @
10:46 PM
Welcome back, Younghoon Seo.
I missed you:)
Had a fight with Suejung.
Now with David.
Whatever, mans. As long as I'm keepin' it real with myself.
It's all good, namsayin' ?
♥ @ 5:43 PM
5 days of no smoking, what's good.
♥ @ 6:48 AM
Josie says there were 14 people reading my blog at her time.
I'm seeing 9 people reading at this moment.
Mind leaving some lovely comments ?(:
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kay. 14 hearts now.
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20 hearts now.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
♥ @
9:06 PM
@#$!%&
k if I can quit smoking so easily.
I can forget you easily.
Let's do this.
♥ @ 9:01 PM
I'm going on a posting rampage.
But you're stuck in my head.
The usual.
I want you so bad. It really hurts inside.
I can't even explain the pain I feel from missing you.
Like nothing's worth more than just being with you again.
Fuuucckkkk.
♥ @ 8:48 PM
I just wanna know where you are.
♥ @ 7:11 PM
Lately I've been thinking bout' what I can do.
I'm tired of sitting by the window & waiting.
I'm sick of writing your name on a paper & wishing.
I'm wasting my birthday wishes for your return.
11:11 doesn't even work for me.
Shooting stars are useless to me.
Good luck or bad, you're never around.
I'm sick of missing you.
♥ @ 5:28 PM
Went to Suejung's church today. Been so long since I went to church.
Everyone's like a family there, haha so cute.
Saw Han's sister & she said I changed alot. No more ghetto look or talk.
Saw JK Sung & HK Sung.
I don't think JK recognized me from 8th grade. Especially since I changed, heaaapps :p
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Lost my fucking wallet today.
$60 in it.
$35 remaining in AE gift card.
MetroCard & ID Card.
The wallet was from JCrew. Costed around $45.
Sigh. The fuck.
♥ @ 8:37 AM
It's been 4 days since I smoked.
I'll resist the temptation.
♥ @ 12:53 AM
Writing about my feelings for someone makes me feel... out of place.
Lmfao, I'm not used to it anymore
Ever since you left, I don't write about things like that.
I may call people cute & check them out, but nothing special.
Wonder what I'll turn to if you ever returned.
♥ @ 12:49 AM
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I'll be right here, waiting for you.
I will be right here.
Where we used to stand every night & share the light.
I miss you, DK.
♥ @ 12:03 AM
It's the inside beauty that counts.
If a person is evil inside, they are ugly in & out.
Therefore, I am ugly.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
♥ @
11:54 PM
HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING FATHER HUMPING CHUNG DUNG TEEHEE OHOHO BIRTHDAYYYY, ANDREW METDWEJI CHUNG DUNGGGGG<3
♥ @ 11:40 PM
I wish I knew where you were.
I miss everything we had.
No other guy measures up to who you were.
That's why I'm never taken these days.
No one will ever replace you.
Come back & break my heart completely, so I can heal completely.
Fuck. I've been whipped for 7 years.
Come back, DK. I really want you back.
Makes me cry knowing we missed our chances with each other.
♥ @ 10:01 PM
Tangerines are so yummy(:
Beasting on all of them, even though they're my brother's, haha.
Been texting Justin Jin Lim, Sung Kim, Eric, Ryan Park & Brenda Hua alllll day.
Work was tiring, mhm.
Changed my blogskin for once :p Haha, time to write alot.
Being detailed about my day is good:)
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This drama with Esther Kim is driving me crazy.
Why she ratted everyone in Spring out, idk but she's gonna regret it.
If something happens to me, omfg. I'm not ever letting this go.
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Justin's helping me with this cursing diet, lmfao.
Every curse I say, it's a quarter for him.
So far, I owe like, $4.25 ? Good progress. Usually it'd be like, $10 haha.
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Took Precal test on Friday. I studied for it with Justin @ White Castle on Thurs. night.
The day of the test, I accidentally pressed APPS button on my Graphic calculator & got sidetracked.
Played calculator game the whole period & eff'ed up my test --;
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Youtube iOlrickx.
Omfffffffffffg, he's SO FAST in cwalking! Makes me wanna go back to cwalking, haha.
I'm rusty though. It's been month.
Maybe I'll record a whole song & my cwalking & post it on blog, ahaha.
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You people better be leaving a comment!:) ily to those who do.
Friday, January 8, 2010
♥ @
6:54 PM
I'm too scared to be in a relationship.
But I want someone to make me feel complete.
Monday, January 4, 2010
♥ @
7:04 PM
You Were My Everything
-Aviation.
♥ @ 6:59 PM
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
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You Were My Everything -Aviation.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
♥ @
10:14 PM
My life is dull.
I'm forcing myself to not let another guy in my life.
No one's gonna knock my heart down.
Not when I'm standing so tall.
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