HAHAHANNAH(:
is my namee being holla'ed in the streets on NYC, baby !
Beasting for 17 years, since April 2.
Senior @ BNC High, fully reppin' all koreans of the world.
I'm not so smart, but I got a personality to make it up.
Camhoaring is my full occupation & loving every single moment of my life is my happiness.
Flying Solo.
Aim : oh dearhannah x
MSN :ii_hannah@yahoo.com
Facebook : Hannah Tiger Park
Myspace : /inyczhannah
Tumblr : hannahdear.tumblr.com
Don't like me ? Say hello to the [x] at the top, right corner of this page(:
Sunday, November 29, 2009
♥ @
8:46 AM
Shopping @ qcm todayy.
what's good :) ?
Saturday, November 28, 2009
♥ @
9:16 PM
Black Friday shopping was hella' fun(:
& Tiringggg.
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I miss you, CD !
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A part of me wants a boyfriend again.
Someone to hold hands with & feel secure.
Someone who'll make me laugh.
Someone who won't hate me for letting my shit out on them.
Someone who thinks of me as much as I think of them.
Sigghhhh.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
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7:43 PM
I just feel like typing alot now.
I fucked up in so many ways.
School, family, friends, etc.
It's just one disaster after another & I can't really go to anyone about it cause' they'll just tell the world & it'll be another disappointment.
All I care about is friends & myself. Why ? Cause' I'm dumb.
I put my family & myself after my friends.
I'm always looking for ways to change, but there's nothing.
Arrgggg, I really need to go to church.
♥ @
7:41 PM
I fucked up badly.
Shit.
♥ @
6:09 AM
It's just one after another now.
Monday, November 23, 2009
♥ @
7:04 PM
Happy 3rd month ..
I really miss you.
♥ @
6:47 AM
I lost interest in everything. ♥ @
12:03 AM
& to think I was a shitty girlfriend.
Look at you.
You fucked us over.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
♥ @
9:56 PM
i fucking miss you, calibiffle):
♥ @
7:44 PM
Slowly getting over you. That was fast.
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I shouldn't be looking at other guys.
I should only think of you.
Yous' my babyyyy.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
♥ @
8:22 PM
I'm sorry.
I hid you from my friends.
I tell people I'm single.
I end up liking other guys.
I don't think of you as much.
I'm such a shitty girlfriend.
I'm sorry.
Happy 3rd month, baby.
Friday, November 20, 2009
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6:33 AM
I'm pretty stupid.
Fuck you for not understanding.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
♥ @
8:04 PM
Why the fuckkkkk did I tell you ?! --;
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
♥ @
8:13 PM
I did it. I told you.
But I wish I didn't.
Fuck myself.
♥ @
6:11 AM
Mission Confession, Attempt #02 .
Here goes nothing.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
♥ @
9:32 PM
I can't stand myself. I hate myself for what I did to you.
You're the only one that loves me & cares for me.
You live your life in pain & regret cause' of me.
You're the only one I have left in my life,
& I fuck you over.
God, WHAT THE FUCK.
I really don't deserve to live like this.
Let me cry as I type this.
My dad's not coming home tonight.
He's depressed cause' of me.
He wants to know why I live.
I want to know why, too.
I'm sorry, dad. What the fuck have I turned into ?
♥ @
8:00 PM
Dear Daniel Kim from 158.
Seven years of waiting.
I'm finally over you, for sure.
You filled my past memories.
I wish you were around to fill the present & future memories, too.
♥ @
6:29 PM
I realized that whenever you're around,
I'm full of energy.
I'm hyper & active.
I laugh more & I get silly.
When you're not around, I'm calm.
I'm quiet & distracted with thoughts.
You're my energy.
♥ @
6:22 AM
It hurts to know that we'll never see each other ever again.
Monday, November 16, 2009
♥ @
8:03 PM
Mission Confession FAILED.
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I'm gonna get over you.
I'm gonna get over you.
I'm gonna get over you.
I'm gonna get over you.
I'm gonna get over you.
I'm gonna get over you.
Somehow.
♥ @
6:47 AM
Alright. I'm gonna tell you how I feel today.
Here goes nothing.
Off to school.
Leaving with my heart set.
Coming home with nothing.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
♥ @
1:34 PM
Do you think about me as much as I think about you ? Do you look when someone says my name ? Do you replay our days in your head ? Do you listen to our song over & over again ?
Do you even remember who I am, anymore ? ♥ @
6:21 AM
I miss my boyfriend.
Friday, November 13, 2009
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7:26 AM
If only I was pretty & skinny.
Would you look my way, too ?
Thursday, November 12, 2009
♥ @
11:30 PM
Yay we talking again (:
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Effing metal detectors --;
♥ @
9:48 PM
This is really depressing.
Talk to me again, best friend.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
♥ @
8:39 PM
You can't blame me for what I did.
I'm sorry, though.
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Chilled @ pcbang & played Left4Dead.
Day sucked.
Whatever.
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Dear boy, I think I'm starting to see you beyond your looks.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
♥ @
6:49 PM
I can't stand this.
& I won't hold it in anymore.
Don't even give me that, "you've come this far, why quit?" bullshit.
I'll curse all I want. I'll hate all I want.
Leave me alone.
I'll never mean these 3 words as much as I do now.
Leave. Me. Alone.
Monday, November 9, 2009
♥This & that. @
6:55 AM
I hate you, but I really want to see you.
You complicated my life, but I want you in it.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
♥Things to buy. @
2:52 PM
To buy :
[ ] Uggs.
[ ] Sweaters from AE, Hollister & Aero.
[ ] Kamp sling bag.
[ ] KFC.
[ ] AE skinnys.
[ ] Camera battery charger.
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Hi, boy. I miss you.
I bet you're with her.
Hope you're happy.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
♥Poetry ? @
10:06 PM
Someone just told me to be a poet
& rap out of it, or something.
Cause' I'm always rapping & singing.
Hmm. I'll think about it.
♥All day. @
9:38 PM
Even though you're with a really pretty girl,
Even though you're popular & goodlooking,
Even though you're eye candy to every girl,
& Even though you flirt everyday with me,
We'll never be together.
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You were on my mind all day & it's driving me crazy.
Everything reminded me of you.
Everything made me miss you & want you even more.
Fuck man. You're all I want now.
You're the motivation to my everyday.
Friday, November 6, 2009
♥My blog. @
6:12 AM
If you want to talk about my blog,
there's a cbox right down there >
What's in the blog, stays in the blog.
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There's a reason why I don't talk about my problems to people, but rather, on my blog.
Why would you think that I would talk to you about all this ?
If I wanted to talk it out, I wouldn't be on my blog 24/7.
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I don't care if people trust you & whatnot.
I don't trust those people to even know what the real deal with 'trust' is.
Just back off. I pushed Daniel away, if you keep analyzing my life, I'll have no choice but to push you away, too.
I don't want people I don't trust to judge me & the shit I do.
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You say you don't judge. You're probably 100% sure of yourself that you're not judging me.
People don't always see the things they do.
You are one of them.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
♥Gone. @
10:43 PM
I'm walking out of this studio.
You guys continue on w/ your drama.
& Stop pretending to care about me.
You're all great actors & actresses.
I'm done with the online community.
♥Daniel. @
10:27 PM
kso, it's one thing when you insult me as a joke & I laugh it off.
How you do it constantly, everyday.
& You don't realize I'm busy because
1. Seniors have shitloads to do.
2. I'm done with the online world.
3. I have a life & I want to live it.
k& it's another thing to be sensitive when I hit your spot.
Yeah, I say one insult, you get all sensitive, calling me bitchy.
Excuse me, when someone is seriously being a bitch, they don't say "Lol" or show any sort of humor in their tone.
[gPark]` Tigerr; says:
*You like me or something ?
*You got ROMI
*Lool`.
^See the 'Lool' ? Yeah. I wasn't being a serious bitch, kay.
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Stop mentioning the time when I cried on the mic.
I don't do that easily & like I said a thousand times before,
I don't want to fucking talk about it.
Does it look like I want to bring up the past ?!
♥Marie Digby. @
6:28 PM
♥You again. @
5:53 PM
So we chilled.
& You tried kissing me again.
Put your arms around me.
Kept flirting.
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I know what you're trying to do.
Gtfo. You're taken.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
♥You. @
8:21 PM
What the fuck. I won't even hide it anymore.
I like you & I'm dumb fucking jealous that you go to her.
I can't tell anyone who it is.
I lost trust in everyone. Even myself.
Fucking damn. I hate this shit.
♥Angry. @
8:20 PM
I just wanna bitch the shit at everyone.
The fuck is going on - -;
♥Idk what. @
8:16 PM
I don't know what I want.
That's my problem.
♥Brenda. @
7:30 PM
I miss texting you.
I miss you, best friend ):
♥Dang. @
7:28 PM
This fatass is tryna' play my friend,
& she don't care.
She won't listen to what I'm tryna' tell her.
When I said I don't approve of him, what's so hard to understand ?
I'm getting so frustrated.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
♥@#$!% @
6:40 PM
I can always depend on my family to make me feel like shit.
Fuck this. Let's get high.
♥Family & Relatives. Rage. @
6:28 PM
For motherfucking sakes, stop pushing me to do better.
It's not fucking working.
I hate you all, too. Fucking swear on that.
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[Deleted rage post]
♥Getting High. @
11:13 AM
Felt like a dream.
Trisha & I are talking about what we remember last nightt.
Haha, what a night.
Danny, Fay, Trisha & I. High.
That was fun (:
If I do it again, it's gotta be earlier :\
kekes, gonna go out to chills w/ trisha soon.
No phone.
♥No phone. @
9:08 AM
Can't go on without my phone & it's only been 13 hours.
Monday, November 2, 2009
♥Nov2. @
8:35 PM
That was fun.
First time.
Insannneee !
November 2nd, 2k9`.
5:15 PM - 8:37PM.
It's allll good.
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No phone. Dad broke it.
♥ @
7:00 AM
Crying makes you feel better.
Knowing that people are there for you is the best.
Thanks guys:\
♥Daniel // MrAwesome. @
5:27 AM
Daniel heard me cry through Skype last night.
That's how depressed I am.
I'm admitting my loss to the world now.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
♥ @
9:46 PM
If only you knew.
♥Avalanche --Marie Digby. @
9:43 PM
Trapped in regret.
Can we pull through this avalanche ?
♥Avalanche --Marie Digby. @
9:41 PM
You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we've made
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes
♥Addiction. @
7:31 PM
Avalanche -- Marie Digby
♥@ Church. @
3:50 PM
@ church on Yoona's blackberry(: Was very sick while singing lead for Praise Team. Threw up in the bathroom for an hour. Yoona came to make sure I was alright. --- Lea & I have a lot of misunderstandings, but we end up making up after fights :p --- Brenda hua is beastt<3.
♥Brenda Hua. @
8:26 AM
I love Brenda Hua.
She's the only reason I believe best friends do exist.