Saturday, October 31, 2009
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10:46 PM
There's a hero in everyone.You just gotta look deep inside your heart.
♥Satisfied(: @
7:30 PM
Worked on Halloween. How fun.---
I'm happy to know that people actually do read my blog(:
Haha, & I read everyone's too. Like, everyday.
I sound like a creeper, but isn't that what blogs are for ?
If you link each other, shouldn't you expect someone to read your entries ?
Friday, October 30, 2009
♥ @
8:03 PM
Wouldn't it be nice if I knew who read my blog entries ?Leave a comment saying you read it or something, idkk.
It's be pretty nice of you (:
♥Trisha's Cribbbz. @
4:10 PM
@ Trisha's crib. Nina's moaning behind me.Do I turn her on ? HAHA just playinnnn`(:
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Time to go aunties :\
♥The Boyfriend. @
6:09 AM
Calvin & I talked, finally.I fuckin' missed you !):
I'm glad you're doing well.
Happy belated 2nd month<3.
♥Lack of sleep ? @
6:03 AM
No matter how much sleep I get, I'm still sleepy):---
Half Day of School <3.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
♥Best Friends. @
11:46 PM
The only reason I don't have best friends anymore is because I don't bother fighting for the ones I really care about. They stepped all over me & replaced me. There's no reason why I should chase after them.I've lost complete trust in anyone.
♥Foreign Food Night. @
8:49 PM
Foreign Food Night was great(: Pigged out so badly, haha.
Texting my old best friend. Dang, I missed her.
Brenda & I didn't text as much as we usual do :\
But Ani was texting me, & so was Anita.
Had fun with my the crew again. I missed alot of them.
I want Uggs & more sweaters.
Meeting Valerie next Thursday & Nick on tuesday.
Dad's out drinking, again.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
♥ @
6:31 AM
I can't imagine my life without you.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
♥I wish. @
6:35 AM
I wish you'd stop holding my hand, pretending to like me.
I wish you'd stop putting your arms around me, making people think we're together.
I wish you'd stop ignoring your girl, it makes my hopes go up.
I wish you'd stop waiting for me after school.
I wish you'd stop holding my bag for me cause' it's heavy.
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I wish you'd open your eyes & realize that I'm standing right in front of you.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
♥Dear you, @
7:02 PM
It's simple. Leave her for me.She's gorgeous. She's got the luxury. She's eye-candy. She's your girl.
I'm short. I'm not pretty. I'm not as rich as the other girls. I'm just your friend.
But you flirt with me like never before. You lead me on. & I'm falling for it.
You tried to kiss me. You're always asking where I'm at. Always grabbing my hand.
Just leave her already. I can't keep my life on hold for anyone. Not even you.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
♥Insomnia. @
6:54 PM
Bleh, slept at 12am & woke up at 3am.chilled with Olivander til' 7am.
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Bought my costume for Halloween.
Tiger ! :D
Monday, October 19, 2009
♥ @
7:30 PM
I feel so much better now.
Maybe cause' I left my usual hball heads ?
Mm, whatever♥
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LOL BRENDA&JESS.
IT'S NOT COMPLAINING.
IT'S BASHING, KAY' ?
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ALFRED&LAWRENCE♥
Lawrence. The one I know I'll never lose as a friend.
Alfred. Kinky bastard.
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BRENDA&JESS♥
Brenda. Friend forever. 4 yrs + baby !
Jess. We definitely should go on Gossip Girls.
Brenda,too (:
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ANI&LEA♥
LOL TEXTERRRSSS.
You guys crack me upp.
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Chilled with him today. Somewhat.
Best I Ever Had.
♥
Sunday, October 18, 2009
♥ @
7:40 PM
Are you trying to compete with me ?
Worthless bitch, just stop.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
♥ @
8:04 PM
Can you like, stop jocking my shit ?You do what I do & flirt with everyone I talk to.
What the fuck is your problem. Stop tryna get tight with all my besties.
You're getting on my fucking nerves.
Btw, you're not pretty at all. You think you are & people tell you that, but in reality, you're not. You think people are being honest when they go "YOU'RE HOT<3".
You thought wrong.
People tell me on MSN that you're ugly as hell. Stop acting like every guys gonna get down on their knees for you. The only reason they down there is to suck you & dip. You're a slut-wannabe. Gtfo of my face & be original.
The end.
♥ @
6:02 PM
This world is fucking corrupt & you're just supporting that fact.
♥ @
6:01 PM
Don't trash me behind my back & then pretend it's all good to my face.
That's just rude.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
♥ @
10:05 PM
It's my fucking blog, bitch. I write whatever the fuck I want, aiight ?Got a problem with that ?
Then get your sad mother fucking ass outta here.
No one told you or asked you to come & read my shit.
If I don't take crap from my parents, what makes you think I'll take your's ?
You high, nigga ?
♥ @
9:27 PM
I'm just pretty much tired of this whole unappreciated feeling.Sick of losing friends.
Getting myself in a hole.
Losing someone & then wanting them back.
Wishing & waiting.
People judging me for what I say & do.
It's hard to understand where I come from.
If they really cared, they'd try to break down my wall.
But my wall's still standing tall & firm.
Not a single scratch on it.
♥ @
8:44 PM
You know what ? Fuck my opinions, okay ?Cause` it's so obvious I'm causing drama to defend the right people.
& You're obviously picking sides for your own reasons.
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Fuck what I said, okay ?
Just continue on with your lives.
Just continue talking shit about me.
Hate me for defending the people who felt hurt.
♥ @
8:12 PM
Just kidding is his only excuse for almost everything.
Jokes are meant for laughs.
He felt disrespected & fucked over.
I don't see why I gotta respect someone who crossed the line.
For fucking sakes.
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Say what you want, whatever.
Call me a bitch & say I'm overreacting.
I know he's been talking shit about me plenty of times.
Or was he joking when he told people that I was a fucking bitch & that I need to stop insulting people.
Just keep talking shit.
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People dissed your girl.
I dissed them back to defend her.
I dissed them back to defend you.
I dissed them back to defend him.
If you're not gonna return the favor, at least be nice.
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Maybe this shit's all on me.
I'm nice to the wrong people; the ones who make me feel like shit.
I'm a complete bitch to the ones that actually care.
Yeah, just blame this shit on me.
That's another shit to say about me.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
♥ @
11:16 PM
What I lost is now my only desire.
♥ @
11:13 PM
Fuck you for taking him from me .Fuck you for going to her.
Why can't you see what's going on ?!
Monday, October 12, 2009
♥ @
9:47 PM
Chills with Trisha babeee (;
♥ @
1:57 PM
You put so much effort into tryna` make me miserable.Give up already, it's not working.
♥ @
11:36 AM
I don't respect those who don't respect others.
♥ @
2:41 AM
Phone w/ Brenda today. Talked a bit w/ her bestie, Philip in a 3way.
Brenda & I were talking about the trailer to New Moon.
T a y l o r L a u t n e r r r r r r ` !
Haha, hm. Chilled w/ Trisha @ 530PM in Flushing; Got home @ 7PM.
Paranormal Activity ; I'm scared to watch that shit but I'll do it anyways :p
Currently texting Kenny, keke.
I miss Dinosoar, very very much)':
Alfred & I getting tighterrr :D chyeeee` son ;
Talked a bit to Sungg today. I definitely missed him ! Who cares if he's my ex ? He's awesome (:
I wanna go parrrrtyyy.
_ & I wanna buy new kicks, yo !
♥ @
2:29 AM
Johnny asked me out .____. ;
Sunday, October 11, 2009
♥ @
10:21 PM
You're h i l a r i o u s .
♥ @
12:40 PM
Today is boring.Too tired to get ready & chills with people.
Too bored to stay home.
Too lazy to do my homeworks & papers.
I've never had such a boring day like this.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
♥ @
11:19 PM
SAT's was whatever.
I don't wanna work for my aunt anymore in the weekends.
I love having a free weekend; Loovee it.
But I need the monehhhz ):
Friday, October 9, 2009
♥ @
8:31 PM
SAT's tmr; then PARTY(:
♥ @
6:37 AM
KiaraNIGGA & I were supposed to stay connected on Skype for 24 hours, but my internet tarded out, so we disconnected like, 4 mins after we both afk'ed ): time to try again tonight ?We talked alot & had fun, the usual(:
John Yun kept calling me :\ Sorry I didn't pick up the last 2 calls :p
Talked to Kenny on the phone for almost an hour, I kept dozing off.
I feel baaaaad ; But he's very cute & funnnayyy (:
_ TGIF; Gots 4 tests today, Wish me luuck (:
_ SATs tmr, maybe meet Iris Ng afterwards;
_ I'm soo sleeeppppy; Gotta get ready for school :\
_ <3
Thursday, October 8, 2009
♥ @
9:40 PM
Hello, Kenny (:
Nice to meet you;
You're so funny & cool.
& I will one day, own you in Balloono.
Haha, cutie !(;
♥ @
7:11 PM
So life isn't as bad as it used to be.I'm starting to laugh again, even in the rain.
Maybe shit's gonna throw itself at me again, but I'll keep my head up high.
Besides, I've only got one life, why spend my days moping ?
Am I right ? Yezzzirr`. (;
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Studied at Justin J. Lim's house; Ate dinner with his family.
Schoolwork is whatever now. All I need is self- control, that way I can do my hwk & projects without procrastinating.
SAT's in 2 days. The pressure's on, but it's all good.
Time to text Brenda (;
♥ @
5:55 AM
I miss you, Dinosoar.
You faggot, I wish I could hate you for putting me through all this shit.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
♥ @
8:14 PM
[ ] 12-Paragraph Autobiography.
[ ] College Essay.
[ ] 5 Recommendations.
[ ] Senior thesis.
[x] Tuesday : Biology test.
[x] Wednesday : Spanish Research paper due.
[ ] Tuesday : Spanish test.
[ ] Friday : English Quest, US Government test, PreCalculus test.
[ ] October SATs.
[ ] Meet Iris Ng in Elmhurst Newton High after SATs.
[x] Reduce Senioritis.
[ ] Buy camera battery charger : SONY.
[ ] Renew my phone.
[ ] Fansigns : Shirley, Andrewsis, Ryan, Brenda, Timmy, Alexi, Joyce, Khashi, Arshie, Hewson, Lawrence & Cubonee.
[x] Think less about prom.
[ ] Save $$$.
[ ] Get him back.
[ ] Graduate HS in time.
[ ] Try to enjoy life.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
♥ @
7:34 PM
Cramming sucks balls.Might meet Iris Ng after SATs;
We're taking it in the same school, same time (:
Monday, October 5, 2009
♥ @
8:44 PM
Dear Dsdbfl,
Is it just me or are we not as tight as we used to be ?
Dear crew,
I'm sick of feeling so out of it all.
Dear family,
Stop stressing me out, leave me alone.
Dear Dinosoar,
I'm guessing you don't give a shit anymore.
Note to Self : Keep it real & don't stress. You don't need anyone.
♥ @
6:35 PM
I miss you.
I miss the times we spent together.
How you were always there for me; How you stood by me, even though I hurt you countless times in the past.
You were my best friend; My back bone.
Now we're so distant.
It's like we don't know each other anymore.
I can't tell you anything, anymore. I feel so insecure.
I used to think it was me who changed, but seeing you get mad at me so easily over the littlest things made me realize it wasn't me. The only conversation we have are hi's & how are you's. This isn't how it was before & it's not how it should be now. You're never talking to me, I always gotta go to you. I'm staying loyal to you, not looking at other guys. I wish you knew how I was feeling about us. I want this to work, even though we don't talk as much anymore.
I let myself feel like shit so you won't get mad anymore. You used to never be mad at me, not even once. What made you resent me so easily ? It really hurts, but I keep it in. I can't stand the thoughts that roll through my head, sometimes. Like, do you even think about me, everrr ? Maybe like, once every 2-3 weeks ? I don't even know. Maybe you'll get mad if you read this, but what can I do ?
It's my blog & I have my thoughts. Sigh.
I just wanna know one thing --
Dinosoar, where'd you go ?):
Sunday, October 4, 2009
♥ @
8:29 PM
Brenda Hua, gotta love this girl !<3Haha, Mm. Alot of things rolling around in my head.
Kevin missed me, aww. I know other girls like him, so why not move on ? Besides, we already have a past.
Meeting a bunch of new people (:
Brandon is such a flirt ; Timmy, too ? Haha idk.
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I felt the usual crew was totally shunning me out of things, so I think I'll move on. I don't want to try to resolve my problems anymore, I'll leave them behind.
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My L.O.V.E. [Remix] - The League ft. Lil Sokz.
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SAT this Saturday in Elmhurst. Very scared ):
Wish me lucccckk :p
♥ @
2:29 AM
Learn to move on, dumb fuck.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
♥ @
9:04 PM
I don't even know who my friends are anymore.
Everyone just change faces in an instant.
I feel so vulnerable.
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Fuck everything. I'm so sick of it all.
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It's not hard to wear a mask, people.
It's my turn to be fake. Shit.
♥ @
12:26 AM
I give up.
I don't want anything or anybody.
I just want to be myself again.
For fucking sakes, what have I become ?
Friday, October 2, 2009
♥ @
9:16 PM
J e a l o u s y
Is definitely a bitch.
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Dinosoar, how come we don't talk anymore ?
I'm tired of starting up the conversations.
I'm worried about us.
You got me in a knot.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
♥ @
8:03 PM
I can't stand jealousy.
I really can't.
♥ @
12:56 AM
I can always count on you to make me feel better.
DSDBFL <3
♥ @
12:46 AM
My Paper Heart - The All American Rejects.
It's just, uncontrollable.
Now I hate the color green.
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Kevin said he missed me. Alot.
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Happy birthday, Kristie Elaine Ching<3
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I saw the Pon&Zi picture you dedicated to me long time ago.
I really miss it, penguinmate.
You hate me. I'll have to deal with it.
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This is my life.